twinkly eyed pictures
of devils and demons
looking fondly at children
dogs and wheat fields and so on
looking so serene
they're probably out of their minds
thinking
where the fuck am i
if you don't know what you are
then the easiest way to define yourself
is to find something to be against
evil intentions aren't about the targets
its really about the lack of substance in the person
that holds those beliefs
locked in chains
pain in my heart
the pain that stops and brings some tears
the pain that erases all my fears
this pain I feel is from years of life
deep down inside hidden within
hides the pain of my soul, dark memories from back then
so fresh in my heart they seem never to leave me alone
and just when i think happiness is mine, pain reminds me its not gone
stolen
right from the start
i scream out
you cant hear a word i say
in pain
you can't sleep
and you dream about me
when you dream
you can't sleep and you scream about me
you shot me down
your conscience eats at you
and you can't breathe without me
you shot me down
when you screamed out but didn't have a lot to say
but your screams
it reminds me its not so bad
it will be great
when you shot me down